It’s been 3 weeks since I last wrote anything. My mental health has gone from totally crap to somewhat better back to complete crap again. I had an entire week where I was fine and then I crashed. I had two days where I spent the entire day on the edge of a panic attack and then ended up having an actual panic attack the next evening where my husband had to bring me a Xanax, because I was huddling in bed shaking and crying and rocking back and forth as I tried to gain SOME kind of control over my panic.
There hasn’t been a lot to be positive about lately. Well, there WAS the announcement that in the next cycle, Matthew McConaughey wants to run for governor of Texas. I told my husband about it and he said, “What? The guy who plays the naked bongos and refuses to wear deodorant?” Yes. That guy. My son’s response was, “Well, alright alright alright alright.” in his best McConaughey voice. My only hope is that if he DOES get elected, he’d make medical MJ legal.
